Colorfullife

2006-04-21T10:22:00.000+06:00

It's not the 1st time..it's not.

Went to work yesterday. Woke up @8am, iron my clothes, prepare myself for work and reached @11.30am. I was well-dressed in my uniform, even with that bloody cap on.

AhBoy asked whether I was there to work @waitside. I sensed something veri wrong. Went to check out the schedule, Ash was there.

We were both shocked to see that it was not my name on it. Cause Ash was the one who told me my schedule over the phone.

Then, once again, there's liquid paper mark on tt slot, Ash flipped behind..oh yahh..it was my name initially.

I feel like a fool. When I first found out, my attitude was absolutely fine. I did'nt intend to let this matter ruin my mood. But, I failed. I was so affected!

The day before, i worked night shift, and my poor mum stayed up to wash my uniform, making sure that every single kitchen smell is gone. Just because of that sabotage or whatever, I'd wasted 1.5 hour of transportation and 2.5 hours of preparation time!!!!!!!

I have more important stuff to do, come on!

I did'nt want to carry on working there. I don't need the money to pass my days, seriously. What made me cling on is responsibility as a staff of NY, righteous of a friend...

I'm not in the least interested in politics. Juz wanna spend happy moments @my workplace. But things are beyond your control. There're bound to be XiaoRenzzz here and there. And @NY, it appears to have 2, or perhaps more.

I'm struggling right now. The schedule says I'll hafta work l;ater from 6pm to closing. Should I turn up, or juz let it off...?? I'm tired..mentally.

2006-04-20T08:05:00.000+06:00

Okies, some follow-ups for my previous entry. Whahahaha...

I'm happy, of course, that Ahzi remembers my name. And the happiness can last for...I don't know. However, this happiness is nothing compared to her remembering YanziUnlimited and the autographed banner.

Many voices raised upon this issue. Some happiness, some enviance, some sadness, some jealousy...

Don't deny youself happiness when you bring people happiness(quoted from SuperWomen)

If it's only an individual happiness, it really just signifies HAPPY. But when it's a group happiness and you're one of the people who aid in bringing the smiles onto others' faces, thats HAPPY with a string of ...

And, I despise selfish people. Selfishness comes in many many different forms. I hate the form which brings out the evil demon..

*ehh..ppl..another gentle reminder..do NOT let my family know about the Msia trip..whahaha..I went to camp yea...??!!

2006-04-16T17:45:00.000+06:00

I'm veri lazi to type everyting all over again,...whahaha! So i copied fr wat i typed in forum here. BUT..got xtra stuff here..hehehehe! iT'll be the 1st time i use such horrible language n the most lengthy post i ever had. Let's start:

Lala'z here to ''blog'' le...whahahaahaha! Kkies..lets start off on 14/405. Pardon my language ahh..coz time constraint. 14/4/05 we set off @bout 5+..and reached @3pm..ehhh..kinda long..but perfect time to check in. And we're simply AA lo..wear t-shirt and shorts @GEnTing. I could see eyes staring @us! Then, we went to kope brochures. We are veri horrbile lahz..especially TWL!!! OhMyGod lahz..she canot stp kopin man!

And then, @bout 9+ at nite..we carried out our mission. A pair of those kinda cut BaZHang de scissors was our ONLY weapon! It was sooo freakin cold lo. Can u imagine??? 4kukus..in the middle of the road..tryin to steal a banner. It was drizzling at tt moment. We realli tried our best le. How i wish we had a ladder wif us..whahah! Then, sadly, we went back.

The nexrt day, we woke up @5+am..den set off to KL..1Utama. We were realli scared tt we may juz lose our way..n when we reached..it was time for AHzi to say byebye. Indeed..we took the wrong route..n had a hard tim,e searchin for it lo! But thanks to the bigbig IKEA sign..whahaha! Ccc eyes veri sharp..saw it. 1Utama is sooOOOOO big lo.

N finalli we managed to find the place. A veri pathetic stage..and they even had an osim tingy goin on..WTH! it's like osim event n they asked ahzi to go nia. When Ahzi appeared..ommmGGGG!!!!!!! MAdness...!!!! But msians quite soft..they screams. They can't reach high notes..whahaha! Then the DJ saw our SINGAPORE board and told ahzi thr r ppl fr sg. Then we shouted..ZHe Li!!!!!!!!!! Then she took a look and said..yah..they r from Sg. WE so shuang lo!

Then a MY Yanzi guy shouted..Yanzi..Hen XIngGan! Den she shy shy liket n luff..den she said tt the report bout her ZhenKong is fake de. Perhaps she'll ask Tanya or ZhangDOngLiang to do it. The Dj requested her to do a sexy pose..den she did lo!!!!!!!!!! we screamedddddddddd! Then tt same guy shouted again..Yanzi..No needa BAN alrdy veri xinGAn. AHzi replied..I think so too. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHe toked for like less den 10min den the autosession started. Irritatin lo..so mani cut queue de!!!! Then the host asked again..whr r the sporeans?? then me n ccc screamed!!!!!! Tink the whole shoppin complex noe we r sporeans lo!

Then when I stepped onto the stage.,.,the host asked whthr i'm thr to sell albums or take autographs de..whahaha! FINALLY..it was my turn!! Ccc jus b4 me. They limit 1album PER PERSOn..wth! Den bobian lo. I pasted lotsa LALAz on the album..hahaha! Den ahzi wrote on my album..To:lala OMG!!!!!!!!! I so high. den i tok to her. Ask her to takecare(she was constantly coughin), drink more water, see her soon. Den she replied..thankU..cya in Sg. And hor..me n ccc gav her a bottle of chili sauce.WHAAHH! Ccc told her..but she didt catch it. So b4 I left the stage i told her..thr's a bottle of chili sauce..she gav a veri shhocked n cute expression!!!

Then, we made a 2nd attempt up the stage.,BUT the tiwab assistant recognize us..dun let us queue again! So we went to take posters instead...hahaha! The organiser told the person who were giving posters tt I fr Sg. Then i took one le..asked again..ehh..From Sg de..gt xtra posters mah??? SHe immediately gav me wateva she had left in her hands!!!! Thr was bout 6 or 7 lo!!!!!!!! Then those msians stared at me..I quickly ran off.

The autosession lasted for like 25min or so. Then it was time for ahzi to leave. Thr was no way they can make thye path for her lo...! MyYAnzi told us tt..she'll eithr takt 650 or 950 flight. So we chiong to the airport ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! When we reached...we quite despo lo. Hungry, tired, thirsty...

Then .. I went to ask the person at the ticket counter..WTher the person of Sng Ee Tze will be boardin the 650 or 950 flight. He checked for ur. Then I spelt out the suraname for him. SNG. Then he asked..EE Tze rite??? Den we were like..yeshhhhhhhhhh! He even told us her seat no. lo! Lolz///den he arrnaged us to be ard her..lolz! Ccc n Twl infront her..me directly bhind her.

Then after we bot the tix..we sat down to sort out our Barand barang! Then suddenly dunohu said..YANZI! Then I looked up..ahzi waving at us. I was like..EHHH????!!! Stil stunned lah..lucky Ccc went after her..den i followed! Then we gav her the bag of Dvds ask her sign. She say..no problem. Then i said..sooo mnai leh. She said..nvm..she got the time. SoooOOO GanRen!!!!!!!! Then she sat down.

Ccc was frantically lookin for marker. So I sat bside ahzi n tok to her. I let her c the foto of me+her. Then she luffed. Tink she luffin @herself bahz..so unglam..whahaha! Then i said..wat a pity..the resoultuion quite bad. She replied,''Of coz lo..Your fone wat!'' Aiyozzz...likett say me!!! I wanted to rebutt her lo..duno-hu take the foto de..skills so lan. But i didt lah..whahaah!

AFter tt..she started signing all the stuff. Then more n more ppl saw her..n crowd around. Some1 ask to take foto..she say BuFAngBian. N i dunlike to be rejected..so nver ask her..hahaha! She told the guy wif her(tink help her makeup de..) tt we're fr sg. Othr ppl wanna her sign..she rejected. Then the guy dun allow ppl to take fotos of her..coz scared tt the flashlite wil hurt her bahz. Ccc funni lo..took our banner n block her..wahahaha!

Then when it's like too mnai ppl..ahzi said..she wanna end liao. ccc hurry ask her sign our banner..VERI IMPORTANT!!!!!!!! And she did..whahahaahahahahahah! To: Yanzi Unlimited somemore!!! And then she walked off le. We hurry pack up n chacked in too. When we checked in...we went to the lounge!!! It was pretti empty..onli 2 persons inside. It's Ahzi n tt guy(Mr.Lee) We got a shock..hahaha! She smiled thou..so sweet. We sat at the place futhest from her..whaha!

we didt disturb her..coz she was comfortably lyin on the sofa..readin newspapers. I could see her sideview and sometimes backview. Then suddenly I cant see her head at all. You noe wat?? she was sleepin!!!!!!!!!!! Lyin on the sofa..had her legs curled up..OMGGGGGGGGG lo!!!!!!!!!! NO xingxiang at all!!! The onli way to peep her is to make a trip to the toilet..whahaha! If her jeans go anywhr lower..can see her....le! Coz her when she curled up..her jacket went up ma..showing some flesh le..hahahah!

Realli hand in to her lo!

Then for bout 30min she woke up..she yawned..i saw it..whahahaahah! Nver cover mouth somemore..lolz! And scratched her head a couple of times. Then suddenly she looked at us..i gt a shock..lolz! WHen it was bout time to make our way to da plane..We finalli pluck up enuff courage to approach her(Actualli onli cc n twl lah..i veri shy..haha!). Then the guy saw anothr bag of albums..she shocked..den he say..albums dun sign..othrs can??!

But hu noes./.we gt tonnes of stuff to let her sign too..whahahaha! Then she signed me+her tt foto. Then she say...aiyo..so small..canot write name. Den i say..nvm lah..sign can le.Then i gav her Fc card. She signed liao den say..i write ur name k??? I say..OF COZ! Then she immediately wrote LALA. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! SHe noes me le..whahahahaahahhaah! COz my name veri AA...lolz!

Then I asked her whther she received PineA tarts. She said..Nope..juz now dunhav''. Then I said..CHinese New Yr!!!! She ohhhh!!!!! I told her we didt dare to press the doorbell or disturb. She said yah..it was left outside on the ground n luff. whahaha! I asked how was it. She said nt bad. Then i toild her tt we made it. She replied..''soooOO sweetttt...'' She kp emphasising tt sun mama loves it veri much..whahaha!

TWL best lo..gav her ALL the concert tix..4HK de..den gt duno-whr de..lolz! AHzi was like..wahh..which line r u in?? Then she ask TWL to kp the tx n frame den can sel when she dies..whahahah! Ccc say choy! AHzi hurry knock on the table ifnront of her. Den i said..ehh..tt one is nt wood lo. Then she touched the table n feel it..whahahaha!

Then we board the plane lo!!!!!!!!! SHe went 1st. Den we were ard her..whahaha! I sat JUS Bhind her..lolz!!!!!!!!! And hor.,...she realli eat lotsa lah!!!!!!!!! WHen We board the plane.within 10secs she was given cup noodles le lo..SUper de brand..red color de..smells nice..whahah! Den when the plane took off..it was time to take food order mahz. Then the guy ordered..i tink she rejected or wat.

But in the end..ccc told me she ate..so the guy ordered for her lah!!!!!!!! She had the beef sandwich. Then gt steward ask her..she skipped her dinner izzzit?? She said..no..she had hers alrdy..whahaha! Then the steward was like shocked..lolz! Air stewardess asked whther can take foto..she said..No Convenient. But she gave her autograph. At 1st,,stewardess came with ice water n ornage juice. SHe took orange juice lo..wanna die ahh her. Cough like duno-wat alio. Then I saw the guy took her orange juice..ask her dun drink. Then it was left untouched til the stewardess came to clear. The stewardess asked if she wil wan honey water. Then she said,..ok. Str8 away..the stewardess say hot one for u! hahah!

When i was bhind..i was quite distracted by the 1 passengers infront lo! Hahaz..AHzi kept movin here n thr in her seat. Then flip newspapers..soooooooooooo loud leh! Then read read..chuck the newspapers at the corner on the floor..take n read..chuck again. Duno repeat how mani times. Then the guy was readin magazine. He saw a pix of a lady..wif damn white n thick makeup..n chili red lipstick..he ask ahzi to c..den pointed at it..Ahzi luffed sooooOOOO loud lo..den her chair was trembling! Then she kpt lookin bhind leh..wahlaoz..i geigei sleepin././.lozl. Buran loook outside the window..hahaha!

Ohya..saw her removin her jacket when she 1st baord. Then she remove abit ehh hmmmp...her top inside went up abit....whahahha...i saw from the window reflection lahz! Then she was pullin n pullin her top inside. Then at 1point..she stretched..with her hands up..OMGGG lah..strected for SooooOO long. I hurried on my fone wanna take pix..but when i wanna press..she put down liao...=( Haha..our 50min flight which cost us RM433 veri entertaining..lolz!

Then when the plane reach sg..she stood yup n turned back n look.I dundare to look @her..hurry turn away. Got my stuff den faster get out of the plane. We treat her as YinXIngRen..kpt walkin n walin..veri fast. Then it seems tt she stalkin us..whahaha! We tot we left her far bhind but hu noes..me n ccc heard..someone bhind,''YAh Lah'' VERI loud. It's her..whahaahahah! We were shocked!

Then sunPapa n SUnMAma came to fectch her. I waved at sunmama..she luffed. and thanks huh to those ppl hu came to fetch us..whahaha! she sick lah..tts y no fototaking..no1 asked for it oso..lolz! Then I told her..Cya on Labor day concert. She was like HUh??? I cant hear. Den i said again..LAbor day concert..increased my volume fr level2 to level4. Then she said..wif a veri sad face.,...SOrri..I realli cant hear..whahaha! Then the guy xplained to sun mama tt she cough n flu..den her ears abit blocked. I was tinkin no wonder when she on the fone..soOOO loud lah..she didt even noe tt..hahaha! Then I dunwanna repeat myself le..i switched to levl 1 n say..Nvm..does nt matter. N she heard it..whahahah! Then say..ohhh..labor day concert. I nearli died..tokin to her.

Then she went off happily wif sun papa n sun mama...=)

Wahhahahaha..I'm soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOO happy.

2006-04-14T02:56:00.000+06:00

When you guys read this entry, I may already...

REACH KL!!!!!!!!!!! Or probably shop til i'd dropped, or probably saw Aahzi, or probably back in sg le!!! WHHAHAHA!

AHzi is MAJOR sick. Oh my, kinda guilty now, although the tonnes of albums n dvds are still @CCC's house. Hope she'll get well soon. She needs energy to help us sign it anyway...ooopz...=X

Jing ah jing, I will get you something de k..ur msg is too scray le..I dun wanna play a fool..lolz!

That's all, gotta bathe now, in order not to be too late..whahaha!

Love everyone=)

PS I GOIN KL FOR SCHOOL STUFF. SCHOOL-RELATED. IT'S SCHOOL!!!!!

2006-04-10T17:49:00.000+06:00

Ytday commenced my 3rd week in the kitchen, still a trainee, yet to complete my 10slots of training shifts. It's my 9th today, I suppose.

Have not been blogging cause I'd chosen to chuck them into my diary,haha! Too personal yea..

It'd been a moody March, I'd actually somehow experienced the trough of my life! It sounds quite sad, but it in turns served as a drive which pushed me forward. Either I drown or tide over it. The latter was a success!!!

Thanks to my dearie buddi..muackzzzZZ!!

A blog, to my knowledge and interpretation, is a rubbish bin in which I can vent all my anger and dump it! It is a care and share centre where I can thank my dear friends and show that I actually care about them, although we do not meet really often.

My days in NY had definitely made a drastic change in my perception and pace in life.

I hafta get out of my own pure and unrealistic bubble, cracking into the REAL world.

The old me was a pathetic, vulnerable soul. (Lin, don't luff ahh..u r 1 too..whahaha!) The new me is one who is strong, unbeatable!! Not refering to physically of course, but mentally and spiritually.

What AhNette said really makes some sense, finally..haha! And that was why I'd decided not to quit..hehe! I will stay on, to fight the battle. The battle between me and myself. The world is like this, I hafta be used to it, sooner or later.

Spin me a reverie come on...

Confront someone straight on the face when the someone shouted @Lin or any staff.

Defend myself when I'm not in wrong.

Complain when I'm bullied.

Blah blah blahzzzz..

Like what I'd said, it's only the spinning of a reverie...=)

5 MORE days, to live the lion city and visit it's neighbour..

2006-03-25T21:07:00.000+06:00

Was at Boatquay. However, exchanged a couple of smses with someone. And that actually sent me home before 11pm.

That someone urged me to visit dearie buddy's blog. Haiyoz. Each letter each word each sentence each paragraph has it's relevant reason for existence.

And that had completely smacked me behind my head and yelled,''Oei, what a friend you are!!''

It seems that I had never allocate time for my that buddy. A friendship which had turned 7yrs-old couple of months ago.

I'd taken this friendship for granted.

Cards and lame letters and even bookmark, I'd got it in my precious chest. But think buddy, you'd only received a birthday card from me. The one and only. I'm pretty sure about that.

Aiyozzzzzz...

2006-03-22T11:58:00.000+06:00

Yoohoo..I gonna to be transferred to Hot kitchen lo...and that's what they call ''promotion''??!
Hmm..in the kitchen..no tips..hafta bear with the hot air encircling me..perhaps get a few scars from the hot oven..n it's still 5 bux per hr..arghhhhh!!

BUT BUT BUT..life in kitchen is far better than waitside coz you simply won't see the faces of nasty guests..=)

Hmm..today's lunch..I'd cooked SPAGETTI...!!!!!!! Oh my god..can you imagine it?? Lala cooked something..other than instant noodles!!

Korkor and Mummy seemed to have enjoyed it..(seemed to..seemed to...)

So lonely at home now...haiz..PengPeng & ZhiZhi went home, KorKor finally got a job, Dad is good today-did'nt take leave or any half-day, Mum went out...

Home Alone ahh!!!!!

The life of a single rockz when you have freedom. But when you're so lonely..and there is'nt any single soul you can talk to..wahh..it's so unbearable...

But lucky me, I've got Ahzi..
Ehh..her albums I mean...=) Blasting her music..woohoo..
DiYiTian~~~ WoCHunZai~~~~

Anyway..the labor day concert is confirmed lo!!!

The promo @KL on 15th may not be of any problem since I told Mum I'll be goin there for school purpose..hahaha! Ehh..ppl who visits my blog and on good terms with my mum ahh..don't hand me in!!!! NO!!!! Jing..especially YOU!!!

TWL got the Msia conert tix alrdy..yesh..yesh..yesh...
Ehh..is ThemePark hotel 'clean'?????????????????????????????????????????????????????

2006-03-19T08:59:00.000+06:00

Ytday is Daddy's lunar Bday, and it happens to be the Goddess of Mercy's too. Therefore, we went to the temple @Bugis to...ehh..I was not quite sure anyway. Haha! Anyway I did wish her Happy Birthday and prayed for everyone I know and whoever knows me.

Went to look for Jing @Expo in the night. Ommmgg!!! It was freaking packed! Visiting the loo will take like 30 min or so.

Anyway, she really damn slack lah. If I'm the boss, ohhh, never will I recruit her..whahaha! Anyway, the watsons sale is not really a sale lo! MAny of the products are sold at EXACTLY the regular price!!!

Despite that, I managed to buy a big bag of products. Bought the red wine masks..woohoo..should be good. And bought some stuff for my upcoming Msia trips..!!!

After she knocked off @930, supposedly 10 lahz, we made our way to our class gathering!!!!!!! We werre quite ku anyway. When bus27 was like approaching the venue, our nervous cells were actived!!!! It's like the first class gathering for me..whaha...for class Pegasus.

Initially we could not find the place, cause that idiot simply deleted the msg which contains the address..~~~

It really took us lotsa courage to make each heavy step closer to them. Hahaz..kinda weird huh?!

When we reached there..familiar faces, strange feeling. Thanks to Eunice, Carol, JingYi, HuiChuan and AhmAH! If not have been u guys, we may have die of awkwardness!!!!

NO one changed much anyway. Hahaz, some put on weight, some still remain the some, some grew abit taller, some still spot the SAME hairstyle!!!!

WE chitchat till like 12+ turning 1, and...went home lo. I was quite serious about going to Madam Wong's. But no lahz..promised not to go..whahahah!

2006-03-16T12:32:00.000+06:00

YOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 15th April, 30th April and 6th May. These are the days in which the chances of seeing Ahzi is near 100%!!!! If not..99.9%??

15th April, She's gonna have a Stefanie Sun Live in Genting concert promotion in Malaysia. But venue is still unknown..haha! Hope that TWL will give us a lift or what..hehe..

30th April-Singapore, The Padang. Labour Day concert organised by NTUC Income. They'd announced 2mths ago that she will perform, but recently there've been rumours that she will not. Ahh..

6th May. Yo yo yo!!!! The concert..haha! The one in Singapore had been a real disappointment-due to the sound system lahz..nothing gotta do with the performer. Chiong ahhh..to Genting!!!!!

PS I lost my 'lala', now only left with the chain and my keys..=(

2006-03-08T23:47:00.000+06:00

Been busy recently, thus the rapid decrease in blog entries!!

Hahaz, busy with..??

Hmm, work lahz, gossiping lahz, voting lahz...

So irritated!!! That stupis Ash(our supervisor), called me @11+am today and told me that I was supposed to work @10.30am. He asked why I never go for opening?? And told me to go asap.

I was like..ehh?? Should be 6pm what! That day me n Lin were taking down our schedule and I remembered VERY VERY clearly that this week ALL NITE SHIFTS! And I was complaining to Nette n YanYan I put full shifts for the week but only given NIGHTS!

And then, I rushed to work and reached @2pm. Hmm..I really did rush. Although it's not very convincing..wahah!

When it was like 5+(off-peak period for today), I went to check the schedule and saw that before my name was written on the morning slot, there is liquid paper mark. What the...!!!!

That freak Ash still have da cheek to tell Nesh(our manager) that I was late for work. Then Nesh asked me why, and I just apologized, I was not in the elast of mood to like, defend.

However, Nesh n Ash had an argument in the kitchen and Nesh apologized to me and said that it was Ash's fault. HE AMMENDED THE SCHEDULE!!!!!!

#$&*&(%$*^)@#$%

HORRIBLE GUY!!!!!! He better watch out!!!

And because of him, I made a wasteful and redundant rush, which caused me to leave my hp @home! Arggghhh!!!!!

Anyway, WeiSong went to NY today..haha! He recognizes me!!!!! I wa shocked!

When he was at the door, he smiled. It was pretty common and usual for guests to smile.

When I sat him and his friend down, he smiled and said that he is not looking for newcomers at da moment!

WHAHAHAHAHAHA!

FYI: saw him a couple of timez at Ahzi's events and I kept asking whether he's looking for newcomers. hahahaz!

Okay enough of typing here. I am needed for somehting more important!!! VOTE FOR AHZI!!!!!!

2006-03-03T10:02:00.000+06:00

Mtv Asia Awards is here again!!!!!!!

It's the 5th one, and if Ahzi is gonna wno doubt win again, it'll be her 5th award for this prestigious ceremony. And what the hell, today's ZaoBao heading is so freaky lo..saying what Ahzi will have prob clinching her 5th one due to a tough fight with JJ. What the hell. Looking at the results now, even Taufik is doing better than him.

What's most agitating is that, in the content, it says based on Ahzi's popularity and performace in various award ceremonies this year, it's most likely she'll clinch the award again.

SoooOOO contradicting right???

Then under the funtalk corner, this kuku person said that he/she/it had saw news of Ahzi at Congo and previously, India. She should do charity in Singapore instead.

There's something very wrong about this person.

And I seriously believe that Ahzi does donate $$ to local organization. But, there is no need for her to announce to the world that Hey, I just donated 50K to a home ytday.

As Singaporeans, do we only care for our locals?? Anyway in Singapore, where the hell u gonna find ppl who can't even afford to send their kids to education? They can't even provide themselves with proper meals, let alone education. 1 meal a day?? That's horrible.

A Chinese, do we only care for only those yellow-skins and ignore the blacks??(ok, sound a bit color-cist)

NO NO NO!

There is no boundary for love and care.

Singaporeans are purely selfish ppl(most of them). They only care for themselves.

As a singaporean, it's a gift from God. Being an african, it's also a gift from God.

Everything was pre-destined. However, we can make a difference in people's lives.

People, ask yourself, when was the last time you did a good deed?

A very simple one, like giving up your seat to a pregnant lady? Ok, kinda difficult to see pregnant ladies nowadays. What about giving up your seat to an old man?? Singapore's facing ageing population, ain't difficult to see old ppl.

*Thanks Ahqueen, Von, Kaiwen, Yanmei and ZhuoYuan to be on for my idea=)*

New menu of NY. Alamak, the food abit not so cheap. 3 pieces of Chix Wings sold at $6.95. Hmmm..they call it fowl play. And then the fries, each about 1.7inches long, 25 of it @5 bux. Onion rings 10 for 5bux.(WAHHAA..i went to count it..so ku right?)

Lotsa new dishes. Tears in heaven?!(it's something like caborona spag lo..)

Pig me up, Honey(Pizza with chunks of ham and then got honey in it.)

Arghhh..can't rmb the rest..wahaha! But there's 2 I hafta point it out!!!

1) Lala Croft Salad
2) La Luna Tuna Sandwich

Whahahaa..NYDC loves me sooOO much. Previously we alrdy have Priscilla's Favourite(Ally's New york Cheesecake with a scoop of choc ice-cream). And now..lolz..

2006-03-01T13:53:00.000+06:00

It's 3.54pm now. Hahahz..and I'd just woke up.

Ytday was still a busy day @NY. It was the last day of the Granton promotion(something like 1 for 1 setlunch).

As the new menu will be up today, many of the food was not available ytday. Sandwiches, Lasagne, Potato salad, The Parmesean, Tiramisu mudpie. Quite nonsensical for sucha thing to happen. And yet, it did. And guess what? We had full-house and some kukus queue-ing outside.

4 of us on night shift ytday. Me, Lin, Joel(a guy, trainee, quite blur, has numerous ear holes and 1 is xtremely big and so big that a pencil can go through) and SiJia(worked there longer than me and Lin, but I just don't get why she canot smile and walk abit faster).

The new menu really bring about lotsa things in which we have to do. And the honourable job of decorating the blackboard and 2 other transparent boards landed on me. No no, I did'nt want to claim all these credit alone. Lin was not spared..whahaha!

Last order @9.30 and Lin started doing condiments and me, doing the silly and tedious job of cleaning the blackboard! FYI:The top few inches of the board was cleaned by Joel, cause I can't reach it..=(

By 1030, all guests had left. All staff assembled a few tables away from us(we were infront of that bloody board, cracking our brains) and they were enjoying the spagettis while we were choking on chalk dust.NO ONE offered to help, except Joel. What the...!! And they finished up EVERYTHING and left @11.

The 3 of us and Nesh were left in the restaurant. Very nice of Nesh, he asked what we would like to drink and he taught us roughly howta make the elephanchinnos(super-duper big jug of fruit soda). Ice elephanchinno Peach is da best!!!

The clock sturck midnite, and we were still decorating the blackboard. Nesh asked whether we had our dinner and he disappeared for like 20minutes or so. When he returned, he had a plate of Roast Chicken pasta in his hands. OmmGG!!!! So sweet right?? When the hell will you have the honour to taste food that is prepared by your manager??!

And finally, 12.30 arrived. And we completed the blackboard. Nice, really, wahhahaah! Then we proceeded to do the 2 transparent boards.

At this moment, Nesh came out of the kitchen with 2 cookie monster mudpies, hehehz. So nice right?? It was sinful though..lolz!

1.40, everything settled and we left the restaurant.

Hehez, after my bath, I was in time for ZhongYiDaGeDa repeat. AHzi was not supposed to appear at the beginning. But she did, becoz of the crabs..whahaha! Eat and eat and eat..

Her performace was great, as usual. And her Hokkien really veri terok, I CMI too. But it was the imperfection that added the element of laughter into the show.

I'd finally more or less completed half of Blink, after spending 3 hours reading it this morning. Sleeping time started at 7.30am. Veri earli..=)

2006-02-28T11:53:00.000+06:00

Ytday was a tiring day..ahh..near to exhaustion when I lay my body and my lazy limbs comfortably onto my sofa.

Hmm..new management @NY Wheelock really light up some candles to brighten my path and motivate me to be a loyal staff..haha! Me n Lin can be considered the ''old birds'' there. Wahaha..the managers had given us authority to supervise and guide the others..ehh besides the ''old old birds'' like Lynette & SheauYun lah!

After not working for like 2 or 3 months..omGGg..I erred quite a no. of times. I can't even recognize some of the over-bakeds(Aiya..all roughly look da same lo!) and had even forgotten what pasta is used in Ny..whahaa!

Got 2 comments cards though..=) POSISTIVE comments of course!

There was a guy who asked me whether I'd joined Superstar, cause my face quite familiar. Whahaha! I replied nopez..but I can sing very well! Lolz..hmm..he gave a reaction in which any of u guys here will give.

Still angry over the stupid aluminium foil which gave me a kiss on my index finger..SooOOOO pain!!!

Eeeeeyer...the gigantic ulcer in my mouth is driving me crazie!!!!!!!!! Any little movement of my jaws will triggers the unbearable pain!

After a day of work..besides pain tiredness, there's a sense a fear...whaha! The route which link my hse to the MRT station is quite scary. Especially when there's a sudden gust of wind, and a lady with long silky hair is like opposite the road. That was what I'd experienced!!!

Just a gentle reminder..ppl with long fringe or below shoulder length hair..PLzzz Plzzz Plzzz..do soemthing about it. Dont let it dance with the wind.

Yoohoo..off to work lo..TML OFF DAY!!!!

*NYDC gonna have a new menu coming out, starting from 1 March 2006*

2006-02-26T08:29:00.000+06:00

WOOHOO! I've found my goal in life!!! All thanks to AhQueen & Von. Instead of playing the risk, we decided to put it into reality! Year 2010..hahahz! Nothing can stop me from working 2wards it..!!!

Completing my 2nd year in Hospitality & Management, my path to future had been unknown until this morning at about 2+am.

When the new term starts, commencing the startoff for my 3rd year, I gonna give my best. I will attend ALL leactures & tutorials! I'm rather serious this time round. Even the bloody lecture starts at a freaky 8am, I'll still attend!! Yo peeps @TP, I won't give ya a chance to say that you see me more on tv than in school, anymore.

Think the doctors @Compasspoint will miss me. But, they ain't gonna see me there anymore!

ANyway thanks to Nette to help me n Lin check work schedule. Hmm..lala starting work TML..12noon to 1030pm. Yoohoo..work ah work ah!!!!

Hafta stop here. Mum's nagging again!! Off to AhMah hse! I miss you lotsa, Ahma!!!!!!!

2006-02-24T22:15:00.000+06:00

My 1st day of Holis.

Haha. Finally retreived those kinda ''Eng Eng Cheng Cheng'' life.

Woke up @8 in the MORNING. Got a copy of Strait's Times to enjoy when having my breakfast of toasts and eggs, and Chinese Morning papers to be left on the coffee table.

After breakfast, my eyes had been glued to the tv till 2+. And guess what, I spent the rest of my afternoon @the LIBRARY!!!! Whaahha..! Go library for..?? Read books lah!

Ahzi'd returned from Congo. Thank God. She's still alive!!! Or perhaps she left with a few fingers gone or what..

Living sucha healthy lifestyle ain't a bad thing=)

PS Clubbing NO more!!

2006-02-23T21:05:00.000+06:00

Yoohoo..Woohoo..Hurray!!!!!!!

When I made my first step out of the exam room, it's HOLIS for me!!! hehez..just can't hide my happiness.

Sad lahz for some ppl, when I already cleared my last paper, some had to mug for their 1st or 2nd paper tml..whahahaha! Lin..I'm not refering to you, don't think too much k!

Hehez..after stoning with Jing & Clif @Biz PArk for like 1.5hours,(The time I spent on that seat is definitely longer than the time I spent on my exam seat..ahaa!) we managed to have our lunch and speed off to meet Deni @Chinatown Station.

Hmm, I have no clue. Why is it that me & Jing will always get stranded @some ulu place when we're out together???

Today's Kster Madness rocked! So coincidently that SooOOOOO many HosP ppl were there too. hahahz..!

Juz to name A FEW. Hong, Angel, Dada, Arin, Rina, Gen, Gayna, Belinda, Jodin, Justin, Belle, MeiQi, DingDing, Mel...

Hahahz. So silly of us to hold our own SuperTeam competition..lolz!

TeamA: Gayna+Mel
Song: LU by tt fishy singer

TeamB: DingDing+MEiQi
Song: Ye Lai Xiang by duno-hu

TeamC: Angel+Hong
Song: RuGuo De Shi by FanFan & Alien

TeamD: Deni+Lala
Song: WOBu NanGuo by that aunty lorz

Eh..no results eventually..whahaha! But we had a great time!!!!!!!

We really went gaga today. Especially us!! We were dancing while singing songs like Kit Chan's NIKU, Elva's AIDE ZHUDA GE, AMei's HenJueSe...

Eh..for BEn & FirstDay..ommGGG..were so freaky high!!!

And we managed to clear about 8 songs from A PErfect Day. And I realized that YinXIngREn suits me!!! Hahahaz..

Hmm..this Holis, I wanna do lotsa stuff! Lotsa lotsa!

Miss the days we play badminton through the night, play Squash till kana complained cause the ball always bounced to the wrong place, play silly games like...(I shall not name it..whahaha!).

Hehez..time for beauty sleep=)

It's 11.23 NOW!

2006-02-22T19:59:00.000+06:00

Today's Facilities Management paper was friendly=)

It was friendly, even to a dumby who popped a flu tablet 2-hrs b4 the exam and the brain was like half-dead and the most of the brain juice had been re-allocated to dilute the 5 senses.(sense of taste when in an exam hall?? Yes of course, I'd been slurping water constantly throughout the 40min supposely 2-hr paper.) Is water a good alternative for brain juice? Maybe honeydew juice works better. Ehh..lame.

Got my copy of 8days, when on my way to school. Planned to study @Biz Park while Jing & Rina were enjoying their ''pepper soups'' but the content of 8days had diverted my focus.

I was enjoying myself until I read this line,''I'm so pretty, where got love rival?''. I was so sick, irritated..to the xtreme that I stuff the zaashi inside my bag and read my notes instead.

Ahzi is really veri..bhb and byl!! Fancy her saying that to the interviewer. And obviously, it was quoted, in bold. Lolz..

Hmm..think Jing angry with me..haha. At most I allow you to stare at my small eyes, using your big eyes lo. Sorry lah peeps(Jing,Lin and Clif). I ps-ed you guys this afternoon. Anyway, the idea of clubbing @VariNice Kopitiam is not bad an idea..whahah!

Going for beauty sleep soon. FYI:Beauty sleep is from 10pm to 2am. This is the period in which our body system adapts easily to relaxation and rejuvenation and absorbs every single essence of it. And to enhance the experience, aromatheraphy is one good method, accompanied by music, preferably Ahzi's music..lolz. And, rememeber to apply generous amount of moisturiser on your whole body!!!!

The time now is 10.30am.

*Blood donation outing tml is CANCELLED due to ''OVERWHELMING'' response=)*

2006-02-21T19:34:00.000+06:00

@$%@$&@..today's FBO n MICE papers were #$%@#^. Besides #$#@^, still $#^%$2

So pissed off with the papers. If you flunk because you did't put in the effort to let you at least deserve a good experience doing the paper, I admit it. But, what's the point of studying the triangle, when everything comes out rectangular???

Throughout that 45min doin my supposedly 2-hr MICE paper, I was so freaking angry. Every single question there does not have it's reason for existence.

Enough off all these blahs..=)

Went to meet Lin outside the library after the bloody paper which ended @7.45pm(for me lah..). We had a great time talking about secondary school life..whahaa..and Jing joined in after 30min later. Ehh..Edith was thr too..=)

Anyway smsed AhNette to help me put work schedule for next mon to fri. Hehez, I'm back to work due to popular demand!! NY @Wheelock can't do without me. Lin rite??? Lolz..

The 3ghosts of NY@ Wheelock gonna join force again!!! Lala+Lin+Lynnette!! The 3Ls..

Tml will be a better day..I'm very sure. Cause Ahzi's the covergal for 8-days!!!! Will grab my copy tml 1st thing in the morning!!!

PS Lala gonna donate blood this coming Thursday's afternoon. Interested parties..lailailai..sms me!!!

2006-02-19T12:47:00.000+06:00

OmGG! Today's 933 LongHuBang kinda made me sweat. MengBuLOu-stagnant on #4, YinXingRen had a tiny fall & slipped to #11.

Heyhey ppl..sms POTP933 4 to 72346 to support MengBuLuo.
For votes to go to YinXingRen, simply sms POTP933 11.

Anyway, BEN was left to blast for 6 consecutive times. Sorry for those calls I missed between 1403-1426.

Gonna have my 1st paper in less than 19hrs time. Accounting to me, is the most difficult paper to flunk, compared to the others.

Simply memorise all the formulae & know how to prepare things like the cash budget, opertational budget,NPVs, blablabla and you'll get a C+/B. The latter will come true when you use your common sense.

Getting an A is not for worms like me..=)

Counting down 5days to HOLIS & RELEASE DAY!
Holis for me. Releasement for Ahzi. Hahahaha...

PS: The song u're listening NOW is LingYiZhangLian by Ahzi!!!!!!
Simply love this song.
The compose, the production, the lyrics, the concept, the feel...
It's an imperfect world full of devils afterall.

2006-02-18T16:40:00.000+06:00

Mum brewed something, using charcoal..WAHAHAH! That is what she calls it traditional brewing method. I had no clue about what's the difference of heat produced by lighted charcoals and heat produced by the gas stove...

But 1 thing to be certain is that, it's dangerous to leave a pot of black diluted stuff brewing outside the house, and you're happily inside the house watching soap series.

My poor plant nearly had it's leaves dyed brown due to my mum's negligence.

Ohya, back to that blacky watery stuff. Ohhh Nooo!!! There's a chinese ChenYu, Yang Yao duno-wat kou.(ok, my chinese sucks. Although those 4words are commonly used in drama series but I still did'nt manage to catch it accurately.)

It looks like coffee.(or rather, the end product of adding a table spoon of mud into 200ml of warm water and adding color by using black calligraphy ink,sounds gross!) Taste whilst, how i wish it does taste alike too.

I'm lost of words, in describing the taste. Anyway, it does'nt matter. I still hafta finish it up eventually..$#*^@*&#

One thing to highlight, mum didn't have a single sip..=)

Oh! Anybody interested in participating in the comin Project Superstar??? Wahahhaa! So far, only me and Kaizi on the list. Come on! Let's entertain our ChannelU viewers...lolz.

PS: Kaizi gonna sing WoBuNanGuo and for me, erhmm..YinXingRen??[wanted to try out TongLei but thr're 2 notes too low for me=(]

It's fate that brought us together, so why are we disappointing fate?

2006-02-17T08:10:00.000+06:00

It's fate that brought us together, so why are we disappointing fate?

A line by Ahzi suddenly struck my mind. Mignify the flaws,magnify the strengths.
It's a very simple thing to do. But yet, why can't we do it??

We simply can't overcome ourselves.
The reason is as simple as that.

No1 on this ball is perfect.

I realized that I've been a sucky person. Think the problem lies largely on me. I'd got it through my brain and every single cells in me already.

It's not a matter of giving chances or what. It's all about compromise & accommodation.

Only when you know how to compromise and accommodate amongst one another, that's what we really call the fruit of labor-FRIENDSHIP.

When I was Sec2, which was like about 4+years ago, I had a tiff with Jing, and it actually led to us into that cold battlefield for half a year. That was total madness. But after that incident, we NEVER quarrel again, although we do fight,whaha!

I'd accepted who she is and I suppose vice versa..lolz.

Just wanna say that, JM, I'll always love you as I did. Sorry about all those freaky stuff that had happened. Let's all start a new chapter. No point wandering on this current phase and be stagnant. Let's all move on..

Ppl may feel that what the hell has gotten into lala. This hypocrite. It's only been a night and yet lala is saying all these stuff.

I've grown. I'm enlightened. At least staying up the whole night is worthy. I lost some sleep, but gained some enlightenment and darkening of that 2 circles round my eyes anyway. Hmm..my eyes got a little bit smaller..haiz.

And I'd decided to love ppl once again. Wahaha..I stopped it for like 5 years. Cold-blooded me. I've not been showing care and love to my beloved friends, so sorry about that. Stupid me, thought that showing love and concern will invite misunderstandings and gossips.

Nah! I'm not afraid of rumours anymore. Hehez. Take me on! Love is in the air=)

I'm BACK!!!!!!

2006-02-16T18:55:00.000+06:00

Haiz..I'm back into blogging and letting everyone who visit my blog to kapo kapo AGAIN!!!

Whahahaah! Kinda sad recently. Don't know why. Or rather, I know the reasons that led to my moody feeling inside out and I choose not to trust myself for this time round.

There are some things in which I can't bring myself to believe.

I can't believe that a person who appears to be so nice, is actually a devil in disguise, stabbing me straight into the heart. And yet, no pain, no blood.

I can't believe that being in that class for like..emm..duno-how-long..I can't bring myself to even activate a single nerve under the skin at the edge of my mouth when taking class photo.

I can't believe that Ahzi is now in Congo-the freaky3rd world country in which millions of ppl are infected with AIDS, recent news reported that they eat human flesh, Ahzi had to bear the pain of 4jabs in which led to her swollen arms and the medicine she took but of no use coz she vomited it out.

I can't believe that a friendship which I thought can withstand any kinda storms and winds is actually that vulnerable. So vulnerable that a twist of lemon can actually make it turn sour...

Anyway borrowed from AhQueen LeeHom's latest album. Not too bad. Love the song..Big City,Small Love. And of course, the others are also nice.

2005-12-24T08:46:00.000+06:00

AHZI!!!!!!!!!!!!! (2nd pix)

Woohoo..ytday's Ahzi's concert press conferenece was so super duper FUN!!!

This pix..woohooas u can c..AHzi bent a little bit forward..n..her she molested my left shoulder using her...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That CCC damn AA lo..fancy him putting his head soOOO near Ahzi's head!!!

It was a PErFect Day..woohoo..I managed to ask Ahzi a qn during the press conference. Coz for cheena's she sang that 15th's moon, HK she sang canto song. So I asked whther she gonna sing any thing specially for Sg's. She was stunned by the qn..hahaz. N sang a line of Majulah Singapura..sooo funny!!! Eh..think she didt answer my qn..whahahaha!~

Ahzi was super duper happi ytday! Keep hearing ppl praising her,''Yanzi~ Ni Hao Mei~~'' Whahaha..i even said..,''Yanzi~Ni Hao Xiang~~'' But when she came out of the conference rm , walking toward us to take pix..she walk rather WEIRD! Think having cramps on her feet after sitting in thr for quite some time...hahaz..she walked like penguins!

This lady is KheeLi~~~~~~from Mediacorp Tv12. The promo manger of Ahzi's concert 2006-Sg. (1st pix) A very fun-loving person..gegeez. Her chinese..CMI..!! N she has a veri nice n handsome bf wor..hahaz!

2005-12-22T13:47:00.000+06:00

2005-12-21T11:39:00.000+06:00

JB trip~

This trip was quite sucky, in the sense that no victory goods..haiz.

Nothing much to shop..and the experience there was horrible!!! Hafta pay RM0.50 to go to a toilet with NO tissue paper, NO soap and the tap was like faulty. Worst still..it was so damn difficult to press the flush button...ARGH!

Wanted to buy a bandanna..and it's realli veri nice. But when I looked at the price..i freaked out..RM199...wahlaoz!!!

However, the food not bad..haha! I did'nt dare to eat seafood, after being curse by Jing..haha! Dad and Mum were so kuku..ordered a table of seafood..##&*%@!

The return trip was very bad. The jam took us 3hours to cross that bloody bridge between SG n MSIA.

Haiz..no more shopping trip to JB..maybe Bugis will be a better choice.

2005-12-19T19:57:00.000+06:00

What do u call a doctor who tells straight to the face of a 78-yr old patient that it's confirmed that she has cancer???

2005-12-19T19:40:00.000+06:00

A blog without tagboard~

This blog of mine..juz to share my feelings, thoughts and stories..

19th December 05..official launch of LalaUnlimited FanClub-affiliated with YanziUnlimited. Thanks to CCC and TWain..thanks!!! And what the hell..recruting memebers now..diaozz.

Had my Accounting paper this morning. Preparation at the 11th hour..once again..haha! But..not a tough paper..=) Looking at those nervous faces on the way to school, I felt abit guilty that I'd spent my weekend..ehh..on entertainment.

Tomorrow will take my last paper for this semester, Food & Beverage Operations. So many stuff to study ahh!!!! However, after this paper, will commence the start of my JB makan and shopping trip. Hahaz...cheapo..so hafta find cheap stuff.

Hmm..den big mission comin up nxt..lotsa important stuff to do b4 I can enjoy this christmas. HoHoHo~~

New Blogskin..

2005-12-15T20:38:00.000+06:00

New blogskin..A PErfect Day

Now in Korkor's room, using his com. Hmm..my dear lappi..the lappi which has ultra-high speed, big storage space, bluetooth, equipped with ALL Ahzi's songs, more than 100 Ahzi's videos and audios. Sounds great right?? Yah..if only the screen is not cracked..the ONLY flaw of ''PERFECT''.

The temperature is now 20 near 21. Hey..! I'm in Singapore..it's juz tt the air-con is on..

So many things had happened..it may be used to film A series of unfortunate events Part2.

However, I was enlightened., in many many aspects.

Have been having insomnia for like..5 days. Horrible!!! Tossing here and there in my comfy bed, hidden under my comforter with tweety imprinted on it. If the insomnia just carries on..it may be better.

At the moment when my mind is relaxed (tt's what I assummed)..eyes closed..I had nightmarezzZZ!! Ridiculous dreamZ. I dreamt of snakes..lotsa snakes. I dreamt of being bitten by a dracula, a french one if I'm not wrong. I dreamt that I'd given the person I hate in class a tight slap(it may happen in reality if I have the guts). I dreamt of AhGong, Uncle Thomas, Aunty Ann(FYI:they'd alrdy left the world).

Too stressed up, perhaps. I may appear to be jovial, happy...

But who knows what's happening inside my body, my cells, under my skin..

Kinda difficult to find someone who knows what u're thinking, without having you to say much.

Been rather moody lately. I am happy at times. But sadness and depression set in faintly, unknowingly. And they accumulate bit by bit..just like rolling a snowball. If only I could give this snowball a tough throw..if only..

Thanks to all who'd been with me, thanks lots=)

Ohya..just to name a few friends that I'd know for like..a couple of months.

Kaiwen from fc. Haha..from TeamB. Since SHA05, we've been quite close. A good jiejie. Someone who is very talented in shooting/bombing people indirectly. Simply love this talent of hers..haha!

Arrhbenns from fc. This little boy is amazing. His eyes are smaller than mine but he insists that he's are bigger. A very cheery guy. Capable in consoling and entertaining people.

Lynette from Ny. This is another Da jie jie. She treats me very well..very very. And did a couple of things that had touched me..haha! GanDong dao~~~

work

2005-09-25T02:42:00.000+06:00

Juz returned from work..yawnzzZz.

It's still raining outside..with lightnings brightening the sky at split seconds. Thunder roars..scary!

Working @NYDc rockz..ppl there are nice. But the supervisor sucks! Hate her...

Got to taste Ny's Mushroom Madness, Roast Chix Spagetti, Roast Chix and Green Pepper baked Rice and Romeo & Juliet.

Stupid Lynette kept stuffing my mouth with the baked rice..I was full like hell.

By12..we sat down to have our food..hehez!

Then, we gossiped, we drank, we laughed...til2. Tired yet great day!

1st day of work

2005-09-14T23:05:00.000+06:00

Hmm..juz realize that I'm not done with my words..haha!

Their coffee and tea cups suck like duno-wat.

The handle is so freaking small..No matter how you hold it, you'll still be scalded by the scorching hot water.

Ohya, I HATE CUSTOMERS who are fickle-minded.
They simply can't make up their minds.

And there are jokers who wan't to replace onions with ham.
Come on..is that possible???

You wanna replace salt with pepper, go ahead.

Another thing..table no.s.
I can't remember at all!!
When customers call for bill..
I'll freak out..
then ask others to help..

That was only my 1st day of work..there's more to come..

1sT day of work!

2005-09-14T22:33:00.000+06:00

GLOBAL ANNOUNCEMENT: I'm now working @NYDC Wheelock's Place.

My 1st day of experience @NYDC sucks..

It made me feel so useless..
so discouraging..

Supposed to report @1030, once again, wrong estimation of time. I reached @10.

First thing of the day, bring down the chair from the tables, wipe the tables and prepare the setting, then set the condiments.

When I grabbed the last bottle of tabasco, to my horror..I saw a dead cockroach!! I freaked out at once..that was damn gross. The dead cockroach was sandwiched between the tabasco bottle and the table until I release it from the pressure.

Don't ask me what happened next, cause I've got no clue about it...

1st day of work, we were encouraged strongly not to take orders. However, a full-house restaurant with only a supervisor, a server and a trainee at the floor. The discouraged turned into a MUST!

Everything was screwed up.

I encountered murmur customers. I don't get why they murmur when ordering food. Who the hell knows what are they bla-ing...

The plates @NYDC is incredibly HEAVY! I suffered from finger cramps. Hmm..sad to say that..the plate of Roasted Chicken Spagetti nearly set on a customer's skirt.

And then, I can't recognize the food at all!!

All pizzas look the same..
All spagettis look the same..

When the dish is ready to be served, I have to crack my head to figure out what the shit is that.

Ask someone la!!

Hmm..when only 3 persons working and it's freaking busy, who can you turn to???

And worst still, they have all kinds of weird names for their dishes.

Mushroom madness...its just mushroom pizza.
When pigs fly..its a pork dish.
Den what 3 Amigos, Elmo, Betty Boop, mushroom monster, blablabla..

Creative huh??

The creativity is a burden to us, as servers!!!

4.5hours of work..rewarded me with backaches..cool eh??

Wahahha

2005-09-11T23:50:00.000+06:00

Hmm..I have been on top form for these few days..

Hehez..happy happy.

Thanks people... for remembering my bday.
But..that does'nt mean you can 4get about my prezzies...haha! No la No la..

Hmm..alotta surprises this bday.

Ppl intruding my house on 9th..with a cake..haha! ( Thanks to Jing, Yilin n Rina)
You all came for the sake of watching Tv right??? Haha..
Jing..thanks ah..burnt me with the candle wax..horrible u!

Birthday wishes came in all kinda styles..haha...
Sms-es..
Singing through the phone..(Gj Dear..ur vocal can be better huh..whahaha)
Singing and playing the guitar at the same time..
Cards..
Snail Mail..
Emails...
Tags..

Got some weird prezzies too..haha!
A cute bottle filled with 1kg of gummy bears...(love it)
A Milk Bottle...(for me??)
Home-make Tiramisu cake..(tOO sweeT)
A bike ride around Spore..(scAryzzzZZ)
Kisses n hugs....(haha..from the kids la..i not so ShuiBian anyway)

But on top of all these..I prefer AngBaoz..haha...
No la..it's the thought that counts..=)

i udpate le hor!!!!!

2005-09-08T10:20:00.000+06:00

Hmm..time flies..it's already 8th September..

Nothing to update..haha.

But still hafta bla something out of nothing cause got ppl said that I'm lagging already..heez!

Recently, I got hooked on to Korean Drama Series . I once condemned Korean series cause they are bland, too bland for a person like me. However, after watching 5min of DaCHangJing, I was addicted to it in a sense that, it led me to sit infront of the tv every Monday to Friday for that 40min..

It's a show of depth...

a show of the humanity...

a show which comprises of the enlightenment element..

a show that makes you laugh out your jaws..

a show that touched your heart...

*When a person lost something, the person will treasure what he/she has now. The more he/she lost, the more he/she treasures, and the stronger is the person's determination to live.

(1st entry of the day)

New msg from ahzi

2005-09-08T08:09:00.000+06:00

發表於: 星期三九月 07, 2005 9:50 pm 文章標題: hk

hi everybody. I'm in hk already. Doing my hair while typing to you guys. My manager is beside me, looking at me type.....so I'm not at ease....

Am not so stressed as before.... preparation will really boost confidence.

But I have to take care not to exercise too hard or sing too loudly these two days. Have to be in top form.

see you soon.

yz

What the hell..

2005-08-29T17:01:00.000+06:00

I stared...soOooo manY ppl..

That day, I board the NEL @Harbour Front..the trainw as pretty packed that day, but there were still seats available anyway.

@Outram Park station, a school gal, board the train throught the door, nearest to me. And she sat beside me.

When she sat herself down, she started having alotta gestures, and she said what,''Tian Mi BaoBei Cindi Wang XinLi..'' Then she started singing parts of the Cindi's songs,

Then what,''Boa...'' She started singing Boa's song.

Everything was eactly the same as what was shown on TV!!

And she kept repeating it...

At that moment, it was very clear-cut that, she is abit mentally-ill.

I could see eyes staring at her..as though she was an alien from another planet or what. I was so pissed off that I stared at whoever was staring at her till they stopped.

Slowly, more and more people left that cabin. When the train reached Serangoon station, the cabin was left with me and her. The 2 cabins beside us was fairly packed! And she alighted at SengKang too.

That incident was such a letdown of the impression that Singaporeans portray themselves to be.
So what if we were the ones who contributed the most for Tsunami Relief??
So what when other countries are hit natural disasters and we are the firstgot there to help with the restoration?
So what if we sent fire fighters to Sumatra the moment the forest fires broke out?
So what???

The LOVE is not there, seriously.

Horible horrible horrible people.

What should be the right reaction when you came across a mentally-disabled person?

Get away as far as possible from that person??
Star and stare and stare at the person??

The basic you can do is, act normal.

Don't outcast the person.

That's a damn horrible thing to do.

星期日八月 21, 2005 2:46 am

2005-08-21T02:48:00.000+06:00

星期日八月 21, 2005 2:46 am

dear all, there is not one day I don't worry about the preparation for the concert. The lyrics, the dance steps, the arrangements, the piano score, what to say, when to do this, to do that.... now I really understand by ignorance is bliss.

I remember for my first concert, I didn't have to try so hard.... everything was just there and I just went ahead and gave my best.....now, it's different. There are many things I want to do and have to do, changes to suit me, whether in costumes or dance or arrangement or duration of each song. It's such a massive project I am very grateful to all the professionals helping me. They are great

I'm sorry if my messages have been short. No time no time!!!

haha

BUT, I had time to go for dinner at my friend's place. One of them is a fantastic cook. We had freshly shucked oysters with garlic vinagrette and lemon, pan-fried foie gra with poached pears on top of toasted garlic raisin bread with dark cherry sauce in red wine, and zingarello linguine with mushrooms and peppers. We had different wines with each course. He was truly magnifique, considering his full time job is a lawyer. I am in awe.

I told him that I can cook rice. That's not a bad feat considering I never knew how to a few months back. Thanks to the numerous typhoons in Taiwan!!!!! I can stir fry vegetables and pan fry beef dipped in shabu shabu sauce plus red wine and garlic. Simple but good enough.

ok I have to sleep.

bye guys.

yz

Timid Lala

2005-08-20T23:04:00.000+06:00

Timid Lala

3 days ago...the 14th day of lunar july month..

It was 12+..and I was on the phone with Jing, and at the same time studying for Marketing, and listening to Ahzi's songs.

SUDDENLY..my rm door opened a little and then closed again. I sensed something was very wrong..and I murmured to Jing about it. After the door was closed..it opened abit again, roughly a gap of 1 1/2 inches. I plucked up enough courage and opened the door...I saw NO ONE!!

The next moment, I slammed the door and locked it. Lights off. I hide under my comforter.

In few seconds time, I went to on the lights again. And had decided to sleep with the company of it. My cd-player was on Vol.5 but I turned it up to Vol.9..

Then I bid goodbye to Jing..cause I wanted to force myself to dreamland.

I smsed dear about it and dear called me.

Thanks to dear..calmed me down abit with songs sung by duno-who. Quite horrible though. So terrible that made me 4got about tt incident..lolz.

The next morning, I filled Mum in about what had happened..

She burst into laughter...

She admitted that she was the one who opened and closed my door ytday..#**%$^*&*(

She wanted to ask me something initially, but saw me studying and on the phone, therefore, she closed the door.

And then, she 4got where she put her hp, so opened my door again, to enquire. But after pushing the door to 1 1/2 inches distance, she recalled and went away, 4getting to close it.

What the heck...

Ahzi's msg

2005-08-15T16:38:00.000+06:00

AHzi's msg

Dear all,

Preparing the concert is really getting to me, even my body is protesting!!

I don't remember getting so stressed about the previous concert at all! I think when I'm more prepared then I'll be more confident.... ok that's all for now....

I'm going dancing!!!!

yz

CQ bday

2005-08-14T23:53:00.000+06:00

Papa ChongQing & WeiBin Bday party!!

Interesting party..whahaha...rockzzzzZZ!!

And Pa did stress that he invited Ahzi but she had to rehearse her HK concert in Tw ytday. What a pity...=(

But lucky she was not there..can't imagine her..playing musical chair..whaha!

Actually the party turned out to be a suan-ing session..haa! Pa and Weibin can't stand me..obviously..lolz..

Hmm..lazy to type out the details. But the whole tingy simply rockzzz man! Thanks Eve and WenMin..for organizing this tingy! And thanks to tt 'aunty' from Mac..whahaha!

And..Pa's ghost story...OMG...scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lady Luck left me..can please return to me??

2005-08-09T22:57:00.000+06:00

Lady Lucky..can you return to me??

Recently, nothing seems to be alright. Problems from the past have been rather active all of a sudden and it caught me in the net.

People always ask this question. '' If you are left with 24 hours of your life, what will you do??''

I never think of this question. Everyday, I live, as though it's my last day on earth.

Til date, I'd accomplished nothing, except had some satisfaction from my 4 years in the orchestra.

I'm a horrible person, actually.

Mean, AP, always ps ppl, not punctual, short-tempered, impatient, lazy...

The list just goes on and on..~

Hmm..duno what the hell i'm blogging.

2nd Post for the day~

2005-07-26T22:35:00.000+06:00

2nd post for the day~

After spending for like 2hrs at Raffles Clinic..finally got to see Doctor Collin...

Same words. Same illness. Same problem. Same cause. Same medicine.

Did'nt wish to get a mc cause it will forgo my accounting lecture and Applied Research test and also pass Susan her notes. But..missed CRS tutorial @9a.m..mc is a must! Sorry Susan...

After visiting Dr. Collin, I went to Kbox. Quite down at that moment, pinning all my hopes on singing will make me feel better.

Smsed Jing and she was quite 'pissed off'..haha..cause she wanna go too. But..she has class..too bad.

As usual, took the lok kok lift which is infront of Sharon Chong's dental clinic to the 3rd storey. To my surprise, met Zandouf in the lift. it was a shock..haha! Never expect to see him in Sg, let alone in a lok kok lift..lolz!

His parents will be reaching Sg ina few days time. He came earlier just to have some 'freedom'. Haha..have not seen him for 4 years..alot to catch up. So, we went singing together.

Still as suave as ever..haha! But, abit tanned and had built up quite abit. Was very amused by his hair..haha..veri stylish, can't be described in words..wahahah!

Anyway, his chinese is worst than mine..haha! But can sing chinese songs..hehez...mostly leeHom's and TaoZe's. He loves Ahzi too...!!! He said he was in Japan early February this year and saw on the shelves. Sales is good, taking into consideration that it's a chinese album.

Oh yah..he has a great voice. Known him for eons, but did'nt realize that he can sing..haha!! But Zan, your chinese can be better huh..whahah!

Ohhhh...saw that weird uncle again!!! He's always the one who serves me..arh! But veri nice of him. Hehez..he knows that I drink ice-lemon tea and don't like peanuts..haha! And today, for the 1st time in history, I was not 'reminded' that time is up.

That uncle actually asked whether we would like to stay longer..but nah..I was tired..and my gastric was giving me some problems..

Gotta catch some rest now..

Veggie cutting tml...haha..~

Haha..Ahzi's album and concert

2005-07-26T11:24:00.000+06:00

These few days, have been news on Ahzi's album and concert..FINALLY for the former!!!

Album whilst..there are reports that it is named 《芬》..weird...haha!

And then, Sisong composed a song, 《达芬奇》, which will also be the 1st hit...weird again..

Besides that, there will also be products from weisong, Real from F.I.R and AhXin from mayDay. OF course, AHZI!! A smashing album indeed...hehez..

This morning, I was so irritated and disturbed by a blast from the past..hehz..my gastric problem is back...woohoo! It has been leaving me alone for like 1year+, since I left SKSS.

However, the remedy for this sickness of mine, will be listening to Ahzi songs. Sounds ridiculous, but it does help. BUT..I still need medication..haha!

Off to the doctor now..

Fc KBOX Outing

2005-07-24T23:12:00.000+06:00

FC KBOX OUTING

Ohhh..once again I was late...haha!

Supposedly, meeting them 1.30pm @the bus stop just outside PS(NEL). But at 1.30pm, I was still @IMM having lunvh with mum..hehez!

Stupid, fancy me taking cab from PS to Paradiz, which cost me 2.60..haha! The cab driver must be veri irritated...

When I reached there, everyone except Doug was there, then I was shy to go in..haha! Cause at the entrance, I can hear ppl singing ShenQi..and it was DAMN loud!

The room was big..hehez. But a pity that we did'nt get room30..that room simply rocks!! But it was a blessing to Kbox anyway..cause we may ruin and turn room30 upside down..whaha!

When everyone was there, we started our intro session..haha! Quite lame anyway...

Initially, everyone was quite reserved and shy...ehez..

Pushing the mic here and there..

But tt Chairmeh...haiyo...realli ah..the mic seems to be stuck to his hands!!

After for like an hour, the gals getting high..haha!

And we formed our our very own SHE and FIRST...whahaha!

Thanks to eve and Kai, our guitarist and keyboardist...haha!

We danced, we sung, we screamed, we shouted~~~

When we were enjoying ourselves, that gooNdu KangHong smsed me..

His words made me puke..haha..

Saying what wat a pity that Andy Lau was not there..
He was afraid that if he sings, people will chase after him and ask for his auto..
Blablabla~~

Hehez..at the last few hours, we were getting so high that..
we could even hear piak piak piak sounds from the speakers..haha!

When it was 7pm, Kbox staffs began to urging us that would be our last song..

But, our last song ended @7.30pm..haha!

After that, we went for dinner...

After dinner, we made our way to Spotlight..haha..and made a fool of ourselves there...whahaahah!

Great day...=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAy!!!!!

2005-07-23T01:36:00.000+06:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah, Ahzi's 27th Birthday..

sounds scary though..whaha!

Wish her happy alwayz..
that's most important!

I will support her always..
that's for sure.

My support and love for her..
is the only thing that never change..
hehez!

Thats a great breakthorugh for lala...=)

No school on fridays!!!!!

2005-07-22T10:33:00.000+06:00

NO classes on fridays!!!!!

Haha..marketing was put to an end this semester, which means no friday classes!! YESH!!

Went to town ytday to run an errand for Dad. Then when I was walking the road along Robinsons, a surveyer approached me and asked me some questions, argh..can't really remember what he asked..haha!

Then after all these blablas, he asked how old am I, I said 18. Then he said,''Sorry, this survey is for 16yrs and below..''

What the..

Do I look as though I'm 16yrs and below??

I'll take it as a silent 'yes'...whahah!
I'm young..

What a friday..happy that there's no classes but kinda lost.

AhMa is ill..heard from duno-hu..
Perhpas will spend some time tracking down her whereabouts then give her a visit..
She will be happy to see me...haha..=)

Bathing time..bye2!

AHzi's msg 20th July 05 1:57pm

2005-07-22T10:23:00.000+06:00

AHzi's msg 20th July 05 1:57pm

hi,

I know I know, I haven't been here in EONS! My new place in Taipei isn't completely hooked up yet. I must apologise!

By the way, just yesterday, I received a book full of well-wishes from Japan. I never knew I had so many Japanese fans.......THANK YOU!! Hokkaido looks great, I hope that will be my next holiday destination.

As you all know, my birthday is coming.....I have already received many eye popping gifts....even a chocolate cake on a flight in China. All gifts big and small are very much appreciated. Still, I cannot help but remind you.... if you are not working yet, please do not spend money to buy me a present. Unless of course your allowance happens to be a hefty amount in which case I would advise you to go have fun instead. Because I have everything I need. And I actually enjoy buying things that I want. I am also a cheapo who enjoys a good deal and a spendthrift who loves quality stuff. So please, don't take the joy away from me.....and spend your money on a good cause if it weighs a ton in your pocket.

For those working .... I miss mr donut.

On to serious stuff, my album will be delayed. The response to my hongkong concert had been overwhelming. I was smacked by the realisation that I am not equipped mentally and physically to handle both concert and album preparation with panache. So the album will have to be delayed. The date will be confirmed at a later date.

ok I gotto board now. bye folks.

See you in hk.

yz

12:29

2005-07-19T12:40:00.000+06:00

It's 12:29. I'm in TAS now. Lab2
FYI: TAS=Tourism Academy @Sentosa.

Listening to 933, had just finished printing my Accounting notes. Hear that later's lecture gonna be tough, so tough, like those overcooked cheapo steak.

Mali reported on 933 that Singapore's crime rates has increased by 20% due to an estimated rise of 31% in thefts and XX% in traffic fines.

Ah..and that bloody Harry Potter book broke record. Eeeeeyer..don't know why people so crazy over it. I remembered that I slept through the movie..whaha! I rather Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Hehez..I read the book for like 5times...

Oooh..about Charlie and the Choc Factory..woohoo..the moive gonna be shown in Sg on 4th August!! Then poor Mr Willy Wonka in the movie, people commented that he looks like Michael Jackson..lolz!! But..quite alike la...

Gotta go for Accoutning lecture. Hmm..don't know why the hell I blog at this moment..whaha!

PS: Chairs in labs and seminer rooms @TAS rock!!!!!

Silly monkey stepping down

2005-07-15T21:19:00.000+06:00

Yeah..some justice is done. But have you guys ever wonder?? Why is it that he was asked to resign but not being sacked??

What we are exposed to, are only surface stuff. There's more to it, definitely. NKF better earn the trust and confidence of the donors back.

Holis gonna be over soon, very soon.

Projects, assignments, online quizes, tests...

I love them. I simply love them..=) They rock yea..

The guitar has been lying beside my bed for like 3 days. I can only look at it, helplessly. Haha..!! The broken string has been replaced. But, I don't know how to play a guitar..whaha! Those instruments from the orchestra are chicken feet, certainly. I've been staring at the chords, but nothing gets out of it. The guitar remains untouched..

Ahzi's album releasing soon, very soon, end-Aug. However, no news of it yet. Except that there will be composes by Real from F.I.R and AhXin from MayDay. Of course, the Song bros won't be absent.

Looking forward to it.

Also, concert. Oh yeah..START2002 concert rockzZzzz!! That was the 1st concert I'd been to..hehez! The 2nd one, comin soon, before 2005 ends..

NKF..bloody shit!!!

2005-07-14T00:18:00.000+06:00

NKF...bloody shit!!!

This is a TRUE story...which happened to my Uncle's friend's family.

The mother of the family contracted Kidney failure a few yrs ago. Being the only son, my uncle's friend act as the only support for the 2 elders.

As what we thought, our good organistion NKF will lend a hand in kidney dialysis. Sadly, NO!
Reason for being?? They stil have a 3-room flat under their property.

After struggling for months, this horrible sickness had drained out their savings and the son no longer able to stand the cash outflow. Regular dialysis reduced to once a week, reduced to once a few months...

Fortunately or otherwise, the mum died 1 week ago.

NKF..are they reaching out to the kidney failure patients???

Those Mediacorp artistes, overseas and local artistes, all their sweat, time and blood, bringing in those calls.

Those good samaritans, who naively thought that another call they make, they can actually do a little bit more.

The bloody fella, even if he coughed up every cent now, it won't aid in anyway. And I certainly know that he won't. Like what our dear lady said..those $$ is just peanuts. Such an inresponsible remark. Really spoilt the impression of her that I had.

1.8 million in 3yrs. That means tt freak, whether he goes to work or not, he gets piad 800-900bux a day.

He escaped from the law.
He escaped from reality.
He escaped from responsibility.
BUT he can't escape from his own guilty conscience.

COndemn NKF.
NO way am I gonna donate again...
unless that freak is removed..
the system becomes transparent...
some ammendments are made to the financial assistance scheme...

AFter 36 hrs of sleep

2005-07-11T12:32:00.000+06:00

Hey ppl, must be wondering where on earth has lala gone to..

I've been suffering under the hands of this bloody virus. Never fall so sick b4..

For the past 36hrs..only water, medicine, rest and Ahzi's music.

Ohya..i changed blogskin le...wahaha...

Mean leh u ppl..wat act cute???? I need a blogskin to suit myself ma..

How can a black and boring skin belongs to lala's blog??

Eh...can u all c the cutie raindrops?? I cant view leh..

2005-07-11T11:38:00.000+06:00

This is Ahzi's new hairstyle..nicenice!!!!

Bullshit

2005-07-09T11:31:00.000+06:00

One day, a bull told the ostrich,''Eat my shit, then you can fly..''

The ostrich has always been yearning to fly, therefore it did what was told.

And surprsingly, after eating the bull's shit, it flew up a few metres above the ground and fell. Angrily, it went to look for the bull and asked why it can only flew to that extent. The bull told the ostrich,''If you wanna fly higher, you have to eat more..''

Indeed, after eating a huge portion of the bull's shit, the ostrich flew up to the sky, just like any other bird. After flying for a hundred metres or so, the ostrich fell and broke it's neck..

Moral of the story: Bullshit can get you up there, but it does not last long. You can bluff all the way up,but, it's only for a moment.

Reflection: Believe in yourself. You will get what you deserve...=)

Dearie's Bday SURPRISE!!!

2005-07-09T00:39:00.000+06:00

At bout 7pm..I went from Funan to Cine, to get the bday cake receipt from Sheng. Then, walked all the way to Taka to search for that blabla cake shop.

At around 7.15, I got the cake and sms-ed Sheng whether they had started ordering..he gave a negative reply and said that I can ONLY appear when they had finished eating. So, I went shopping lo..

Again, I am the target for those donation stuff. That Aunty fished me!! Initially, I intended to buy ONE coupon which cost 2bucks. Then she said what good things come in pairs...so I buy 2 lo.
When I handed her a 5dollar note, she asked whther I have 1dollar..then I digged a 1dollar coin from my wallet and gave her. Then she said, why not you buy 3? Eh..then I bought 3...haha!

Then around 8, I smsed Deni and asked whther they had finished eating. And..she replied that THEY HAD JUST ORDERED THEIR FOOD! I nearly fainted...

So, I loitered at HMV till bout 9..I finally received a call. It's like a beam of sunlight shone through the little window of a dark room.

Then, Simin came to look for me and we were getting ready to give dearie a BIG SURPRISE!!! Dearie duno that I would appear..haha...cause I said I not free. B4 that, Dearie was telling the others that I free but refused to go. Hmm..I so MeiLiangXin meh??

So when we stepped into the reastaurant, with the cake in my hands, I went to Dearie. Haha..then Dearie turned ard and looked at the cake and turned back. ARGH!! Never even bother to look at hu was the one holding it..haha!

Then I said,''U dunwan to look at me ah??''

BOO!!!!! Dearie was so surprised to see me..lolz!! Eh..dearie...U held on to my hands hor..and quite pain leh..haha! At that moment, I felt that I'm a superstar!!! wahha...surprise appearance by LALA!!!

Hmm..then they very JekArk de..all had a great feast. I had nothing..haha...went hm with an empty stomache..hehez..

Dearie...GanDong ornot??? A hug is not enough hor..u hafta gimmi a treat..hehez..

2005-07-08T08:31:00.000+06:00

Shots for concert3..Ahzi had her hair cut le..si refreshed...so pretty..so...

2005-07-08T08:30:00.001+06:00

SHots for concert2..

2005-07-08T08:30:00.000+06:00

Shots for upcomin Concert1..open ur eyes ppl..she's NOT flat-chested hor!!!!!

8TH JULY...

2005-07-08T00:54:00.000+06:00

HAPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE..MuackzzzZzz..haha!

U cant expect me to sing Happy Birthday song for u huh...haha..i shy...lolz!

Jus wanna let u know.. we love u..*HugzZzz*

Hafta stay happy always k?!

I may be sleepin when u needed me most..haha..BUT..dun make any assumptions..i may pick up your call..and try to pry open my SLIT eyes and activate my eardrums..

Hafta grow up huh...i mean..mentally..haha....ooopz..=X
I dun mean aniting ah...
hehez..Yue Miao Yue Hei(I use CHenYu worz..)

Duno wat to say le..whaha..this entry quite mushy huh..me myself also canot tahan anymore..haha!

ZhuNiKaiXin...NOT ONLY 10yrs worz...=)

KBOX for 5 consecutive days

2005-07-07T23:12:00.000+06:00

Whahaha...got so addicted to singing recently, that I contributed to Kbox greatly. Crazy right? 5 consecutive days..haha! I promised my wallet that I will not drain it any further. So, it will be a record of 5. 6?? Nah...NO WAY!

After accounting test today, went to the com lab and slack for like 3hrs..haha..at the same time waiting for Jing n Rina to finish their project meeting.

Today's KBox..hmm..damn funny!!!

We sung alotta blabla songs, or rather, runined them=) We'd even came up with actions and dance steps for most of the songs..haha..if we were to VCam everything down.....those damn 'SonG' de actions...

After K-ing, went to Funan and saw ZhenRong and QuanYiFeng there at the atrium, hosting a Channel U's program. ZhenRong, as suave as ever..haha! QuanYiFeng..veri skinny la..

So tired now..zZZzzzZZ

It's time to save for rainy days, although to me it never rains...haha! Coz i hav SUN..Stefanie SUn..whaha..lame..=X

Hmm...perhaps ask Mum to help me buy toto for next week. Haha...then I can go shop till I drop le..whahahahahahhahaa...provided I strike...

Bijia has been feeling not quite well recently..take care wor...
I won't make u angry anymore le..
I promise...

Guess who's back??? LALA!!!!!!

2005-07-03T21:24:00.000+06:00

Heyhey ppl..lala's back to blog le.

I'm back cause..ppl miss me too much and I dun bear to let you all suffer..haha! ooopz...=X

So much had happened recently. Hmm..nxt wk is test wk and nxt nxt will be term break. 8 subjects but ONLI 1 will be tested...wahhaha..

Tok to dear til 4.30am..supposed to giv him morning call @8...but I woke up @1030..whahaha!

Went to KBox with Jing. Call us idots or morons. ONLY 2 of us went..haha! Were were high..practically thruout the whole 6hrs..lolz! The guy who attended us veri funni!! We ordered ice-lemon tea. Then I said hot de ah? He replied..hot ice-lemon tea??? HAhahah..his face so funny!

Having serious sorethroat now..argh...sucks!!! Ohya..I ps YuRui this morning..haha! Supposed to meet him @0950, then he teach me guitar. He smsed me at 0945 asking whther I reaching, I replied not goin..lolz! And I went back to zzzzZZzzz..

IMPORTANT

2005-06-06T21:17:00.000+06:00

Dear frenz..

I will not be accessing this blog anymore. Thanks for your past support in tagging.

Wise or Dumb?

2005-05-27T00:43:00.000+06:00

Bon, physically, was just like any1 of us. But unfortunately, at the age of 6, he had a heat fever which led to his brain suffering some fatal damages, not so fatal to take his life anyway.

There is a bunch of sickening old men who will be at the coffeshop at the heart of the village everyday. So sickening and unfeeling people who laugh and jeer and make fun of Bon.

One day, one of the sickos, approached Bon. He had 2 coins in his hands..a 5pence and a 10pence.

He told Bon,''Hey kid, 2 coins here, 1 for u.''

Bon, took the 5pence coin. When the other old men saw that, they were laughing at mad. They thought it was very funny. A 5pence and a 10pence..tt nerd is dumb to choose the lower-value one.

From that day onwards, they kept doing the same thing, until the 4th day, a young lady can't stand it anymore and went toBon and asked,''Why you keep choosing the 5pence coin??''

Bon replied,''If i choose the 10pence coin, they will not ask me to choose anymore...''

Just came out of dreamland..

2005-05-26T00:00:00.000+06:00

Evertytime when we got hold of something,especially when the thing is rather special, we will hold it tight, with our fist tightly clenched.

But have you ever wonder, when you held that thing in your fist, you are actually jeorpardising the chances of other things falling into your possession?

It's the same concept of don't sacrifice the forest because of one tree and the flying of kite. The latter is more of touchy and profound.

There are things that we should let go. Don't clench your fist, open up your hands. When you clenched your fist, you will only have the thing. But if you open up your hands, the world is yours in a sense that...

Think about it...

Blink

2005-05-20T21:38:00.000+06:00

There are moments when we 'know' something w/o really knowing why, and this ability is actually one of the MOST powerful we possess. Hav you ever ponder about it?

An art expert sees a 10million-dollar sculpture and in a flash realizes it is FAKE!
A fire-fighter makes a spilt-second decision to get out of a blazing builing just before it collapses and ruins to zero.
A marriage analyst studies a 15min video of a couple and accurately predicts they will stay together.
A speed dater suddenly clicks with the right person..

A snap judgement we made very quickly, can actually be far more affective than one made deliberately and cautiously. By blocking out what's irrelevant and focusing on narrow slices of experience, we can read a seemingly complex situation in the blink of an eye.

Blink can be ridiculously powerful, so powerful that you cant believe it unless you experience it yourself...

2005-05-20T21:23:00.000+06:00

NAH FISH!!!!!!! Hapy now??

2005-05-19T19:24:00.000+06:00

oklo..tis pix is me n pw..likett onli lo..haha!

Always will be remembered...

2005-05-18T23:58:00.000+06:00

Ytday was Fish's Bday and we'd got a surprise for her. A REAL surprise..haha!

It was very fun. AhQueen and me were so dumb, we actually sung ZhuNiKAiXin 3 times, so as to drag the time. When JM received THE call, PW and her went out. And I inserted ZhuNiKaiXin as the next song, hoping that when they returned, the timing would be just nice.

But god knows, we were about to finish the song, and yet I received a sms fr JM that we had to wait for awhile more. Therefore, I signalled to Dajie...to ask him to insert the song again. But then again, we were finishing the song and didt even see their shadows. So ONCE AGAIN, I signalled to GJ to repeat the song...haha! FINALLY, the timing was right...

Here came Cruz with the XX Bday cake, with MaLi and a duno-hu tagging along close behind. Happy Birthday to U...Happy Birthday to U... ....
Haha..could see Fish's interesting expression..sooo interesting that it cannot be explained in words.

MaLi is very cute. And thanks to her huh...sat on my left thigh and PW on my right thigh. Then they took picture, with me as the sofa...%#$@^&!!

After they'd gone, the atmosphere was at it's peak.

GJ and AhQueen. Song: XuanZe.
They were veri 'ON'. Haha..
They even went to the front of the tv and sung.

Haiz...so much fun. AGAIN, cant be xplained in words. All will be remembered..by me, truly.

I love u guys...

2005-05-18T23:29:00.000+06:00

Last pix of the day...

2005-05-18T23:28:00.000+06:00

NEW grp...JL...haha..LianKaoLian!

2005-05-18T23:27:00.000+06:00

Me n GJ...wif eh....a kuku behind!

2005-05-18T23:24:00.000+06:00

Me n Dajie...

2005-05-18T23:23:00.000+06:00

wanna fight???!!!

2005-05-18T23:22:00.000+06:00

The cake damn errrrrrrrr...

2005-05-18T23:20:00.000+06:00

Can u c lala?? Yeah..i'm in the pix..

2005-05-18T23:19:00.000+06:00

Woohoo...933 Bday Surprise!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-15T12:43:00.000+06:00

Imagine yourself being an egg. Your problems are stones. To solve them, NO WAY are you gonna hit the stones. You will break. It's dumb to hit youself, you will end up in a more horrible state. Avoid the stones. That's what most ppl do. And that's the dumbest thing to do.

To overcome problems, b4 we tackle the problem or what. We hafta pass the stage of overcoming ourselves.

If you have the mindset that you're just an egg, you'll live in misery and sorrows.

Let youself evolve, let the egg evolves. In to what??? Up2u!

*After reading this, many, or probably, no one will understand what I mean. It's ok anyway, I understand. And that's enough. Anyone, other than me, who understands, kindly tag that you do. Let's see, who understands...*

2005-05-15T00:43:00.000+06:00

Peace

2005-05-08T00:20:00.000+06:00

Recently, I got hooked to AhZi's 1st album's Peace(He Ping) and Finally(ZhongYu).

Let's talk about the former. The lyrics is about a couple had a fight over something then blablabla..

However, the 1st part of the lyrics is rather meaningful.

The following is an extract:

這一天正開始
昨天生過壞事
太陽還是同個姿勢
小鳥還是那個拍子
沒有什麼停止
別人繼續過日子

It's the start of a brand new day
Ytday was a bad hair day
The sun is still shining as b4
The birds are still chirping as b4
Nothing will stop it's pace
Life goes on

*Let's think about it. You may be enlightened....=)

2005-05-06T22:34:00.000+06:00

AhZi @FIR hongKong concert...!!!!!!!!!

Mercy Xchange

2005-05-05T22:50:00.000+06:00

Supposed to meet GJ n PW ,the bus-stop outside PS @12.25pm. I left home @11.30pm in order to be punctual for this once.

However, I fell asleep in the train and when I woke up, I found myself in the train approaching Harbour Front station.

This time round, I was late for 28minutes. That's an anchievement!!

Then, we went to lunch @KFC, and were soon joined by JM n Ahqueen. Then the 5 of us took bus64 to duno-where and don't know which GOON said that Gallery Hotel is just NEARBY. SooOOoo near that the journey took 15min.

At Mercy Xchange, I'd finally get to see Mr. Johari's face! Haha..!! And got to know a lady by the name of Stephanie. We were supposed to leave after collecting our bears. However, it was raining very heavily at that moment.

So, we went to seek shelter @Mercy Xchange. So kind of Stephanie..haha! We crapped and crapped for about 3hours. She kept saying that we're cute. Johari commented that too. But really, I have to admit..we're cute. Wahahaha...

Hmm..I don't think it'll be wise of me to fill in what we talked @Mercy Xchange...haha!

It's an enjoyable day..=)

PS: NEVER let JM draw smiley faces....she CMI!

2005-05-04T14:07:00.000+06:00

haha...both of them dressed until sooo lokKok..! And then ahzi hor..really looks like TaiTai..put her handbag under her armpit somemore!

2005-05-04T14:04:00.000+06:00

Apple's reporter said he BUMPED onto YAnzi adn Denniz. What a coincidence! Bring camera somemore! And then they requested to take a picture of them but Yanzi gently say no and offer to give autograph instead. Hmm..so why the hell they stil took a pix????

Trying to calm down~

2005-05-03T23:47:00.000+06:00

You don't fuss about what's on the table at mealtimes or whether the clothes in your cupboard are in fashion.

There is far more to your life than the food u put in your stomach,more to your outer apprearance than the clothes you hang on your body.

Look at the birds, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, careless in the care of god, and you count far more to him than birds.
You mus RELAX, not be so preoccupied with getting..
Don't worry about missing out.

You 'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.
Give your entire attention ... now, and dun get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow.

God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.

Eh....I'm blablabla-ing again.

2005-05-03T02:16:00.000+06:00

Let's hope everything will be fine.

It's raining very heavily...

2005-05-02T23:34:00.000+06:00

Dear all

HI!

It's raining very heavily outside. I'm at a recording studio right now and I haven't got much to share....

Hmm.

ha.

yodelay heeeee.

How about a lesson in.....LDMR. Law of Diminishing Marginal Returns.
This concept I learnt in Economics in Junior College (or High School).
The first time I learnt it I was amazed by this simple yet extremely concise way of summarizing human beings. I
magine you are very hungry, you begin to eat what you have longed to eat.....say a donut.
The first donut is heaven. You finish one in 10 seconds and lick the powdered sugar off your lips. The 2nd donut you might take 15 seconds to finish. And when you are offered a 3rd, you are hesitant. And if you are forced to eat a 4th, the donut begins to tasted like a ring of lard.

This Law states that wth every increase in consumption of a unit, your utility (satisfaction) will reach a point where it will increase at a decreasing rate and eventually start to decline. You would want to smack anyone who offers you the next donut.

It is so relevant in my everyday life that I want to share it with you. How do you prevent it? You can't if you offer the same thing again and again. It has to be something else, say a mint, a yogurt drink, a chocolate chip cookie. NO I'm not refering to the people who queue up forever to bring me the donuts (I SHARE them, LDMR does not apply here.) I'm talking about this industry. The fickle consumers, the same old artistes and the one thing that we offer, music. How do we offer something else? Hmm. Ha. I don't have all the answers.

ok that's all folks.

growing up, yz

Old Grandmother stories

2005-05-02T01:16:00.000+06:00

Early in the morning, I went to open my mailbox and was surprised to see a letter for me. Inside, is a LIVESTRONG yellow wristband. No name stated, no reply address, only my address and my name. Weird...

AhMa has been at my place since Thursday after her operation. I enjoyed myself these few days. It's not tough living with an old person anyway. At least, for my Grandma's case. She is a benevolent old woman. Cheerful, humourous and sometimes, lame!

For the past few days, I stayed at home. Rejected all dates. Just wanna spend more time and divert all my attention to her. A person's health will be at trough after an operation, especially an elderly. They really need all kinda special attentions. Care and concern is set at top priority.

Everyday, I make sure she take her medicine, drink plenty of water and eat the right food. Mum's cooking menu had also adjusted accordingly to AhMa's suitability.

At nights, AhMA tells me stories about her childhood, her teenage life, her life as a mother, blablabla. Interesting stories and precious learnt. From her stories, I'd learnt to treasure what I have now.

That's all for today, will share her stories as time goes on..

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2005-04-30T00:07:00.000+06:00

Hmmm, it seems that more and more people don't get what I say as time goes by. No one understands me. Even if I expressed it in words, it seems that no one got it, let alone things that are not mentioned in those kinda damn obvious method.

I have alot of friends. There are few whom I can confide in. But recently, I rather swallow everyhing by myself. I share the happiness, rown the sorrows, bury the sadness.

When all these carry on, I will become an introvert in no time.

The old lala loves to chat on the phone for hours, will be the one who will go over to you if see you on the streets, initiates a conversation on msn, spends hours watching cartoons on the sofa, blablabla.

The present lala don't really like to talk much, rather stay at home, read books, watch documentaries, blablabla.

It's two different persons yeah?

Wonder what's gotten onto me.

2005-04-29T17:33:00.001+06:00

Kid&Dream+Fish

2005-04-29T17:33:00.000+06:00

awards AGAIN!!!!

Do you know why we dream?

2005-04-26T02:22:00.000+06:00

In olden times, people believed that dreams were msgs from beyond. Today we know that dreams come from OUR OWN MINDS.

Dreams=the results of the activity of our subconcious mind.

Some experts say we dream of things we cannot do when we are awake. So we try to realize in our sleep wishes that we cannot realise by day. That explains why people always say what you dreamt of is the opposite of what will happen in reality.

The events that happen during the day also influence what you dream at night. Often you dream of people you have recently met or spoken to. I STRONGLY AGREE!

The feelings which comes out from your dreams are already there in your mind. The dream only gives them an outlet.

What you dream depends on the state of your mind and body. Your dreams when you are healthy and happy will probably be different from those when you are unhappy or ill.

So, want a good dream??

<>

2005-04-26T01:55:00.000+06:00

4 kiddies, PengPeng, ROngROng, LeLe and ZhiZhi were sitting down at the dinner table one day, surprisingly well-behaved. Usually, they are like a barmy army. Oops! I sound abit mean.

These bats in the belfry are FINALLY under control!

A situation that is as queer as a nine bob note, I will not bury my curiosity and doubts.

I asked ZhiZhi,''What are you guys doing??'' He replied,''We are playing a game. Whoever let out a noise or talk, will be the loser.''

PengPeng gave a knee jerk reaction,''HorHor!! You talk! You are out!!''

LeLe giggled,''You talked too. You are also out!''

RongRong laughed,''Haha, I am the winner!!''

*We are always fast to point out other's wrong but are unaware of our own wrongs.*

2005-04-24T20:54:00.000+06:00

What do you call a person who lost her EZ-Link card on last wednesday and only realized it yesterday??

Haiz, thanks to Dajie's help. I did'nt know what to do initially until Dajie gave me a number to dial to report lost card.

And know what, hafta pay 21bucks for replacement.

I still can't recall how the hell I can lose it. But there are faint memories that there are possibilities of me leaving it in LiDo Classic or the cab.

Anyway, got my debit card already, wahaha! Which means, I can sign up to be part of YanWo. However, if i sign up NOW, i will surely be smacked by Dajie. I better not do so yet.

Tomorrow will be my 7th China blablabla lesson. Which means, 9 more to go. Woohoo!! Then i'll bid goodbye to all those translation stuff, history, culture n other blablas about china TEMPORARY!

Give care and concern ONLY to a certain extent

2005-04-24T01:21:00.000+06:00

I've been thinking, why am I always involved in all these rumours??

Actually I'd learnt my lessons and had the answer years back.

Never show too much care and concern. That will give people the wrong message. Whether to the same sex or the opposite.

Same sex, things were'nt too bad. At most...you should know.

Opposite sex, that's very bad. There'll be rumours about you,blablabla.

And when things worsened, people say that you toy with the person's feelings.

And the incident years back really hurts, even till now.

As a friend, I love caring for my friends. Ironically, it will follow by a list of problems.

Stubborn me. I did'nt learn my lesson. i just don't know how to change. Can anyone teach me??

SKYCO

2005-04-22T23:36:00.000+06:00

If I can, if we can, list infinite reasons to tie you down. But, that's impossible. We have ONLY a reason; can't bear to see you go. But it's not anything significant or what. The feeling just comes purely and truly from our hearts.

When you turned your back and leave the music room, the air in the room was suddenly filled with sadness and despairs. The gals broke down and guys, went out of the room. Some to the toilet. Some just walked off.

Remember how our orchestra started, I was not in the Orchestra. Heard from the seniors that in the beggining, our school had not shifted to SengKang yet and we were situated in an isolated part of Punggol. And then, they used to practice in a small little hut. No air-con, poor ventilation, little sunlight, only GuZhengs.(only the GuZheng ensemble had started at that moment)

Only after when SKSS had moved to Sk, then they know that the hut was haunted..haha!
Cruel teachers who disclosed that to them after they had been in that hut for 6months!!

After the shift, the orchestra was established. We started with only 20 odd people.

I still remembered very clearly. The 1st time I watched the orchestra perform. It was a very pathetic sight anyway. The stage was so scarse. However, I joined CO. Haha, because my friends joined too.

Our 1st song, Nan Er Dang ZHi Qiang (Huang Fei Hong's song). It's just like the case of Ahzi's TianHeiHei. Wonder how many times we played that..haha!Then, followed by songs such as TianMiMi, XiaoCHengGuShi, blablabla. We'd even performed at Rivervale Mall. It was a very interesting experience. The stage was so damn small. Our cello and bass players had to sit at the edge of the stage, the erhu players were all sitted so close to one another that they were poking one another with their bows..haha! And then, we were performing for all those aunties and uncles who happened to be shopping there. They applauded and cheered loudly.

4 years in SKYCO, I took part in 2 SYF competitions, 1 in 2004 and 1 in 2002. Achieved a silver for the former and bronze for the latter. Not bad.

Remember the days we practiced for our competitions and performances. That idiotic and mean event-coordinator, took away our holis by scheduling intensive training from 9-5, 5 days per week. And the stupid vice-chairperson who wanted us to arrive half an hour before actual practice time to get prepared and always barking at us. FYI: I was the event-coordinator and vice-chair.

Preparations for SYF 2002, we stayed back EVERY weekday to practice till 6+ or 7 in that music room. When those fools from band were there, we stayed in our storeroom. Packed but happy.

Besides that, we had loads of ghost stories regarding the music room..whaha! During our 1st camp, some heard an orchestra playing in the room but the room was locked. The door of the storeroom always turned out unlocked when we returned the next day. One of the cabinets actually closed on it's own. YingLong's incident of those scratches on his chest. Blablabla..

We teared together, we landed in desperations together, we faced the music together, we dozed off during practice together, we badmouthed KongBakBao(our co-in charge Ms Khong) together, we got reprimanded by Mdm Tan together, we got ticked off by LaoGuo together, we cheered together, we laughed together, we screamed together, we scolded Band together..

Our CO spirit: LaoGuo! SK spirit: EVER READY! Our moto: BREAKTHROUGH!

HE did not give up on us so how can we give up on ourselves? From an orchestra of 20 odds to a 100+ strong orchestra. It's certainly not an easy task. We grow not because of LaoGuo, not because of the committee, not because of luck. BUT, we grow beacause of the effort by every single one of us. We made the impossible possible. We'd proven to them that a neighbourhood school can do it too. We held our concert at Spore Conference Hall in 2002 and had received overwhelming and commendable remarks.

Hope that all these will be passed down from generations to generations.

We knew from the beginning that LaoGuo will leave sooner or later. We knew it. Lets all let our our hearts. After the storm, the sun will rise. Hope that we will get over it..

All the best to you, LaoGuo. We will miss you. We will always support you. Thanks for your confidence in us. Thanks for not giving us up. We will always remember your words..

Thursday.what happened??

2005-04-22T00:08:00.000+06:00

ARGH! I typed a lengthy entry but how come the content is NOTHING??

2005-04-21T22:05:00.000+06:00

tts our orchestra @Spore Conference Hall on 12th July 2003.

Infection

2005-04-21T00:07:00.000+06:00

Went to watch Infection with AhQueen, PW, PW's sis, Eve, Dajie,GuoJie and Supper. Think AhQueen and me only watched half of the show..haha! You may be asking why?? wahah..tt's a secret.

The show is damn scary, at least, to me. I heard Dajie giggling and laughing at times, as though he was watching a comedy.

And then, felt really awkward just now. Don't know why. Or perhaps I know why, but with a list of doubts.

A bad hair day~Part2-PengPeng

2005-04-20T00:30:00.000+06:00

PengPeng has been with me most of the time for the past 5 years. (5/6 days a week)

Since he was a few months old, Mummy has been looking after him.

I am the one who sing lullabies and tap him to sleep. PengPeng's fave is ''My Bony'' You cant simply dump him on the bed, he don't buy it. You have to place him on a pillow which is sitted comfortably on you lap and then you can start your mission. I am the one who make his milk and feed him. He loves his winnie the pooh pacifier. It's a MUST thing when he watches Cartoon Network.

As time passes and he grows, he don't like lullabies anymore and he is too big to sleep on the pillow anymore. However, I am still the one who will make him go to bed. His fond of ''My bony'' changed to Ahzi's songs.

At the age of 4, he know how to sing YuJian..half of the song. And recently, he picked up WoDeAi, LuGuang, ZhiLaiZhiWang and Zhong(although he only know how to sing ''Xian Zai''..haha!)

The best part is that, he can't even speak a sentence of chinese. His english rockz anyway..haha!

He don't like to do his work. There were times he passed up his classwork with ONLY his name on it. When he was questioned by his teacher, he just said that he don't feel like doing. So cool right??

In the mornings, he will always be the one who nudges or tickles me from my dreamland. Sometimes, he will just sleep beside me.

I love him dearly, just as much as I love candy floss.

There was one day when I returned from school, I was just at the doorsteps and he came up to me and give me a hug and a kiss. I sensed something ws very wrong. When I went to my bedroom, I realized that one of my Ahzi's posters was one the floor. Such a smart fella. If u were me, will you bear to scold or lay your hands on him?

I was enjoying all this happy moments when his mum said that he gonna bring him home in June. My mum won't hafta look after him anymore.

I am very sad. Mum is sad. Dad is sad. Everyone in the family is sad.

I am speechless. Ironically, I wanna him to be with me but I can't be so selfish. He is other people's son. I know very clearly, Mum feels the same way too.

Like what Supper said, time wil heal. That makes sense.

But..I don't know how to put it.

Still feeling sad now..

A bad hair day~Part1-My Lappie

2005-04-19T21:27:00.000+06:00

Early in the morning, I switched on my lappie to do my daily routine-surf webbies to look for Ahzi's news, new videos and pics. However, my lappie played on me. Windows could not start due to a corrupted/missing file and it was needed to be re-installed b4 I can proceed.

I am well-known for being a computer idiot and that explains why I got a D+ for my Business COmputing Skills during the 1st semester.

The ONLY thing i could think of is...REBOOT the system and that will mean bidding good-bye to ALL my Ahzi's pics and audios. (I'd burnt all her videos on yesterday..)

However, the rebooting process was not as smooth as what I'd thought it to be. Errors repeatedly occured and that was getting on my nerves. I sms-ed Dajie and he tried to help BUT I just did't get him..haha! Thanks anyway.

After 4 hours of repeating the processes over and over again. I finally succeeded!!!!!! And that was really a historic moment, to me. Haha!

BUT, another problem arose. I had no idea of configuring my wireless network.

Therefore, I simply clicked here and there. AND, I got connected to the internet in less than 5minutes. Call me a genius..wahahah!

Not forgetting that my lappie was only an empty shell. I spent about an hour to do virus scanning, download some stuff and update my lappie.

I LOVE CO

2005-04-17T02:30:00.000+06:00

4 days to SYF.

ppl, believe in yourself. Heck what others say.

How high is high? How far is far? U'll never know until you try..

Try it. Just do it. Do what you can. Show your potential.

2005-04-17T00:18:00.001+06:00

TongYi ice red tea...NEW!!!!!!!!