Ytday commenced my 3rd week in the kitchen, still a trainee, yet to complete my 10slots of training shifts. It's my 9th today, I suppose.
Have not been blogging cause I'd chosen to chuck them into my diary,haha! Too personal yea..
It'd been a moody March, I'd actually somehow experienced the trough of my life! It sounds quite sad, but it in turns served as a drive which pushed me forward. Either I drown or tide over it. The latter was a success!!!
Thanks to my dearie buddi..muackzzzZZ!!
A blog, to my knowledge and interpretation, is a rubbish bin in which I can vent all my anger and dump it! It is a care and share centre where I can thank my dear friends and show that I actually care about them, although we do not meet really often.
My days in NY had definitely made a drastic change in my perception and pace in life.
I hafta get out of my own pure and unrealistic bubble, cracking into the REAL world.
The old me was a pathetic, vulnerable soul. (Lin, don't luff ahh..u r 1 too..whahaha!) The new me is one who is strong, unbeatable!! Not refering to physically of course, but mentally and spiritually.
What AhNette said really makes some sense, finally..haha! And that was why I'd decided not to quit..hehe! I will stay on, to fight the battle. The battle between me and myself. The world is like this, I hafta be used to it, sooner or later.
Spin me a reverie come on...
Confront someone straight on the face when the someone shouted @Lin or any staff.
Defend myself when I'm not in wrong.
Complain when I'm bullied.
Blah blah blahzzzz..
Like what I'd said, it's only the spinning of a reverie...=)
5 MORE days, to live the lion city and visit it's neighbour..